For those that I’ve kept waiting without updates, sorry, was busy and lazy to write new posts. As for the revamp I did one design but it was shot down by my friends for being bo liao. LoLz. Lazy to do another one now. This post is quite long and basically a rant. Enjoy.
Since you have the audacity to ask for an apology I think I shall do it here. I apologise for not knowing you're sick when I called you on Wednesday, EVEN THOUGH you said you will call me on Monday but hey you're the fucking gangster so whatever you say MUST be fucking right. Although I THINK I heard the sound of pool or billards. I must have been wrong because you were sick right? I apologise that when you said "Call me back later." It means "I'm fucking sick and dying already, can't talk now because if I say I'm sick I might just die and no that's not pool or billards, it's your imagination." I apologise that when you say "Call me later." The later means when you wish to not as in really later. The later can be after World War 3 or after we discover time travel. I apologise for calling you 3 times on Thursday and you didn't pick up the phone and I msged you "Everybody's patience got a limit." In your opinion people should just wait for you and we should be VERY patient when you miss deadlines that YOU FUCKING SET time after time, day after day. When you msged me back sorry you were sick I should've replied "OH YOU FUCKING POOR THING I'M SO SORRY TO KEEP ASKING YOU ABOUT THE DEADLINES THAT YOU'VE MISSED LEH." I shouldn't have said "Do things steady abit can?" I really apologise for that. I should have replied "CAN YOU BE MORE FUCKING RESPONSIBLE." Since you said Monday and you SAID you're sick on Wednesday and Thursday I really don't see much link but hey you must be right because you will fight me to prove you're right, right? Yeah you're right, I'm not the only person you have to cater to, you have a job, you have gambling boats to go gambling on, pools to play, alcohol to consume etc etc etcefuckingtra.
Let me explain why I kept quiet when you were staring and trying to induce a fight to prove your point. Because you think we're fucking primary school or secondary school? Based on your attitude do you think you would listen to reason? Do you think you'll admit it's your fault for delaying and dragging and breaking the dates you set? No, you'll simply want to fight, gangster ma. OoOoOoo so scared. The reason why I don't want to indulge you in your little shouting war and cursing and fighting is because it's not fucking worth it. Think for a minute. So what if we fought? Then? Proves what? You beat me I pain, I beat you you pain. Police come we get caught. THINK CAN? You say I can drop you a friendly sms. I'm sick of dropping friendly smses ok? First you said 29th of May or 30th of May. Then I contacted you on 30th and you said you're busy. Ok fine, no problem, friendly ma. Next day you smsed me, Meet in office or outside? I said anything and asked you for time. You said after 5 when you finish work. Ok sure. I said we meet around 6 then and you say confirm time and place later. Ok sure. 4+ sms you, you say still working. Ok never mind. Move on to the next day. Even though it's a public holiday but you didn't contact me. At night when I finally couldn't stand waiting and I smsed you, no reply. Ok I call; you say you in gambling boat call me later when you reach Singapore. In the end you say meet tomorrow. Well well.... gambling boat..... You broke the own date you set AFUCKINGAIN because you wanted to go to the gambling boat. GOOD FUCKING REASON. Friday, 1st of June. Can't remember if you contacted me. I think you did during the afternoon to say you'll meet me after you finish work. Ok. Around 6-8 can't remember I called you to ask when exactly do you intend to pass me the money and meet me and said that it's been a few days, Mandarin call 几天 and you fucking started shouting and scolding FIRST. REMEMBER THIS WHEN YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT "FRIENDLY SMS". You made it fucking sound like delaying me is the fucking right thing to do. You told me about you need to work, the pulling out and I said 不管我的事 because you know why? It's NONE OF MY FUCKING BUSINESS. YOU CAN TRANSFER IN 5 MINS FROM ATM, INTERNET OR YOU CAN EVEN TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE AND I GO AND MEET YOU IMMEDIATELY. In the first place the arrangement was for me to leave the stuff in the office and you transfer the money to me. Simple. I drop the stuff in the office, I call or sms you to say it's there, you transfer. How much time of your busy busy BUSY schedule can that take? After that YOU changed it to MEET first to pass you the stuff and then you transfer. I can accept that AS LONG AS YOU DON'T KEEP DRAGGING. The reason I say this is because finally on Saturday when you finally found time off your BUSY schedule to meet me, the actual thing took around 15 mins....... I pass you the things, you casually browse through, we walk to atm, we queue and you take money pass me. Most of the time was spent on WALKING AND QUEUEING. Never mind. You say need to sign a receipt or something, next Monday YOU SAY YOU WILL CALL ME TO MEET AND SIGN AND YOU PASS ME THE 100 fucking gazillion dollars. Seriously you think I still believe you? How stupid of me. When you say YOU CALL ME I really BELIEVED YOU AGAIN, SO STUPID RIGHT? Monday come Monday gone, Tuesday come Tuesday gone. Then Wednesday night, quite pissed of waiting for YOUR call which YOU SAID YOU WILL CALL. As above I might have heard wrongly but anyway you said "CALL ME LATER" AFUCKINGAIN. Obviously by now everybody can guess what happens next. YOU NEVER CALL. This is where things really start getting exciting. As is said above, I called you three times, never answer the phone, after I sms everybody patience got limit because it's the fucking truth, everybody's patience has a limit! I just wanted you to give me a CONFIRMED TIME AND DATE. Oh no according to you, your immature gangster blood must be boiling now even though you said sorry but you were sick on Wednesday and Thursday. First fucking point, you said Monday so what has Wednesday and Thursday got to do with it? Second fucking point, Wednesday when you did pick up the phone you could've said that you were fucking dying on your deathbed which you apparently were because you're so sick to even meet me at Toa Payoh NEAR YOUR HOUSE AGAIN FOR 5 MINUTES WHICH IS HOW MUCH TIME WE NEED TO SIGN YOUR "PAPER" AND PASS ME 100 GAZILLION DOLLARS. Therefore if you can THINK you must have realised how pissed off it is to keep getting fucked around. Therefore I sms you "Steady abit can?" That was my mistake; it should've been "Be MORE FUCKING RESPONSIBLE CAN." And a repeat of the previous week, you called, shouted, ranted, scolded, wanted to fight. As I’ve explained above don't be so childish and stupid can? MAYBE you can explain to me first before I agree to a fight WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL ON MONDAY AND TUESDAY AND WHY YOU'RE TOO FUCKING SICK TO MEET ME AND CALL ME ON WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY BUT SO FUCKING HEALTHY TO COME ALL THE WAY TO MY PLACE TO MEET ME FOR A FIGHT. CAN COME ALL THE WAY HERE TO FIGHT CANNOT COME ALL THE WAY HERE AND PASS ME MY MONEY AND LET ME SIGN YOUR STUPID PAPER? FUCKING ILLOGICAL. Come on lar, GROW UP. You tried missing payments to banks or other companies? SAME FUCKING THING, initially they will be very nice, you give them new date they will say ok then second time third time they fucking send you lawyer letter. AND THEY CHARGE FUCKING OBSCENE INTEREST AND YOU HAVE TO PAY FOR THEIR LAWYER LETTER. That's the civilized world which perhaps you're not so familiar with. How about your "gangster style"? Want to try and owe Loan sharks money? You try and tell them you got job don't cater to them last minute pull out give you alot of problem sick lar gambling boat lar. I DARE YOU TO TRY. And the fucking funny thing is you don't think you owe me money. IF NOT OWE ME THEN WHAT? IT'S WHAT I SHOULD GET AND WHAT YOU SHOULD GIVE AND WHEN YOU NEVER GIVE IT'S CALLED OWE! You make it sound like I should be fucking grateful you were even willing to GIVE ME WHAT IS MINE IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE. Owe doesn't mean you borrow from me and return me then call owe. When you use, purchase, hire, a service and you used the service and never pay it's called OWE. You next month try don't pay your handphone bills or whatever bills lor. Tell them that is not OWE. Do you even realise how childish and immature you are when you shout lar scold lar want to jio 1 on 1 lar fight lar. Want to do business yet every single fucking time got disagreement your method is to shout, scold and fight. Wake up your idea lar. Even REAL gangsters will despise you. If every time anyone has a disagreement with someone else they act like you there won't even be humans and society as we know now. Only animals behave that way and moreover NOT ALL TYPES OF ANIMALS...... AND YOU WILL NEVER ADMIT IT'S YOUR FAULT. You really think dragging, breaking deadlines, making empty promises is OK? In business, credibility is 1 of the most important thing, as in meeting deadlines. Not like you delay, drag and give all kinds of excuses which are irrelevant and basically none of my business. If you're reading and so far you still think you're correct and want to fight or call me and scold or jio me 1 on 1 then forget it. I will simply keep quiet and apologise again if that's what you fucking want and I’ll never want to have anything to do with you anymore. Actually I already don't want to have anything to do with you. Oh the best bester bestest part! Today you say you'll pass J the money and he transfer to me AFTER you check your office to see if there's anything missing. So weird, so long already you also cannot be bothered to check and now how come so simple? Where's your fucking paper which MUST BE SIGNED? How do you explain such a simple solution took you 1 fucking week? I doubt you can and must be thinking of scolding me, shouting, jio me fight again....... Because when you can't reason you fight, maybe that's why you ALWAYS want to fight. Are you fiercer than the police? You want to fight them too? If possible to fight I will fight with you in Court or whatever place whereby civilised people talk reason. Complain about buey song my sms, not happy, I’m not "friendly". Take a good long fucking hard look in the mirror first and answer yourself honestly, do you honestly think what you did is right and without blame. And don't be an idiot lar. There's nothing in the fucking office that interests me and you want to hint that things might be missing when you haven't even stepped in there for such a long time? What a joke. My conscience is clear, if you really feel that something is missing call the police. We can check the CCTVs and the fucking security guards can be my fucking witnesses because I left the things with them before going out to catch a cab. The only things I moved were the things that J said DOES NOT belongs to you. 1 PC 1 MONITOR 1 KEYBOARD and J's CDs. Your mouse, monitor, laptop, photocopier, fresh air thing, speakers, radios, Vodafone, lamps, sofa all still there. Don't judge others using the standards you set for yourself. If you don't understand what that means forget it. ALL YOUR THINGS ARE THERE! AND YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY AFTER THURSDAY I NEVER CALL YOU ANYMORE? CAUSE I FUCKING GAVE UP AND IF NOT FOR TODAY I THINK YOU STILL FUCKING HAPPY AND THINK YOU'VE WON. I JUST CANNOT BE BOTHERED ABOUT IT AND YOU ANYMORE OK? DON'T BELIEVE ASK Z, I TOLD HIM I CANNOT BE ARSED ANYMORE. Courage are firemen, policemen, people who risk their life to do something good, not fight for no fucking reason and think that by fighting they sibei wu ji. Come on please. GROW UP.
Although this part has nothing to do with what happened between you and me but I just want to point out to you how your thinking, your logic, everything is so flawed. You mention it only needs 3-6 months to make it work, 1 month get 5-6 no problem. Far East alone got 10. HELLO? 1 year plus already. FOUR 3 MONTHS AND 2 SIX MONTHS ALREADY. If you had been hardworking and really worked for it, maybe by now it's already a roaring success. What? Got job? Need pay bills? Pay for car? Come on lar. How fucking lame. If you really believe it can work you quit your fucking deadend job and work hard on this. You scared cannot make enough money for your "EXCUSES"? Let's say you changed your mind, you're not sure whether will work or not. Ok fine can be accepted. Nobody knows for sure whether anything really will work or not ma. So? What's next? WORK EVEN HARDER AND DO IT DURING YOUR FREE TIME LAR! You really expect people to believe your job really requires you to work 24/7? You think you're the fucking CEO of a MNC? You're just looking for excuses lar. If you really want to make it work no matter how tired you are, you will find ways and work hard for that elusive 3-6 months you keep saying. And you say you got some appointments from MY LIST? WOW! YOU THINK WITHOUT MY LIST YOU CAN GET APPOINTMENTS? YOU THINK IF I NEVER CALL THEM AND TALK TO THEM YOU CAN GET APPOINTMENTS? YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY NOT MUCH APPOINTMENTS DURING THIS MONTH? BECAUSE I'VE BEEN SPENDING MOST OF MY TIME GETTING CONTACTS OF INTERESTED PARTIES. YOU THINK YOU'LL EVEN HAVE A LIST TO BEGIN WITH? YOU THINK YOU CAN DRAG AND DELAY AND WASTE MY TIME WAITING FOR YOU TO BE "FREE" BUT THEY MUST REPLY ME IMMEDIATELY? DOUBLE FUCKING STANDARD THINKING. Congratulations on getting appointments from MY LIST. Let's see you make appointment with them then say another day lor. Tell them the excuses you gave me lor. How do you think they will react? you think they will okok and wait for you or they will ask you to fuck off and stop calling them? THINK CAREFULLY BEFORE EVEN ANSWERING.
To basically summarize everything, your reasoning, excuses, behaviour, actions are all flawed, illogical, childish and immature. You only think about yourself and you believe that you are always right and if challenged and you can't come up with a reason fight lor. Eh not talk loud act gangster win already. Doing business and dealing with people is not about buey song 1 on 1 lor. Your idea will always be just an idea unless you really do something about it, not here do abit there do abit call do already. Anyway I don't really know exactly what you did or what you are doing but it doesn't seem much and apparently it's not working. And a fucking example that sorts of sums you up in my eyes. Your fucking price list was supposed to be emailed to me early May and until now I haven’t receive anything. And the only time I got to see your pricelist was during the appointment and your calculations are fucking wrong. 1 year+ already and you never notice anything wrong with it. SO FUCKING BUSY AND HARDWORKING HOR? By the way the idea is nothing new and nothing fantastic so don’t worry nobody will want to steal your "idea". A simple thing like transferring money to me which if you really wanted to do could've been done so quickly and simply (as proven when it happened). It became such a mess because of YOU. Change your fucking attitude lar. Just because I keep quiet it doesn't mean you are right or that I’m afraid of you. It means that to me it's not worth it to get into trouble with the law because of someone like you. Please lar who the fuck do you really think you are? Nowadays people use brains lar, which is a disadvantage to you, if you really think you so eh sai talk to me and jio me 1 on 1 in a police station. What? Scared? GANGSTER NO SCARED POLICE ONE OK! DARE TO TALK LOUD LOUD MEANS ALSO DARE TO SAY IN FRONT OF POLICE LOR. I DARE TO SHOW THEM MY SMS WHICH MADE YOU BUEY SONG YOU DARE TO JIO ME AND BEAT ME THERE OR NOT? DON’T ACT SUD SUD LAR. SINGAPORE BIGGEST PAIKIA IS THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT NOT YOU THIS LAO BENG WANNABE. Whatever I smsed or said I dare to say in front of the police but you dare to say what you said and do what you plan to do in front of them? Stop finding all kinds of excuses to justify yourself which simply makes you even more of an ass. Your excuses are irrelevant and to put it bluntly none of my fucking business and therefore they are not reasons for delaying me, especially something so simple which can even be done through the internet. Grow up, stop acting gangster, it doesn't work. One day it might really get you into deep trouble and by that time even if you want to regret, it's too late. Stop acting tough and keep saying fight fight fight because no matter how tough you appear to be, right is right and wrong is wrong and PERHAPS, although I highly doubt so, deep down you know it too. There's one fucking thing you were right about though. We are not friends, never was, never will be. The reason I even bothered doing this post is basically to explain myself and vent my feelings. If you ever have a chance to read this and still want to fight and quarrel? It just proves that I’m right about you.
P.S. I wrote this post that very day on Sunday when this whole thing happened and I haven’t slept in almost 40 hours so I apologize for any spelling or grammer mistakes which I have made. I tried to write down the facts as close as possible to what happened and if I sound emotional maybe it’s because I am. The reason for the delay in posting was because I was writing another post that is more coherent and less emotional but after the first paragraph I cannot be bothered anymore. There are certain things I could write better, explain more clearly and use better analogies but I’m too lazy to do that.
P.P.S. During that fateful Sunday he mention he will pass the money to J on Monday and that J will pass it to me. What happened to his fucking piece of "paper" which i need to sign? Don't need to sign anymore? Fucking funny. I doubt he’s even went to the office to check whatever he wishes to check yet even though he said he will do it. I guess it's what's to be expected of him.
